Friday, 21 November 2008

All things being linear..

Strange Day. Have been Emailing my Exes Solicitor "please tell me when I can expect closure on my Divorce", and he replies "don't understand, was granted Decree Absolute on July 7th 2008."
Coventry Magistrates court had omitted to tell me, so after a simple enquiry, over the telephone today, its official, am now Divorced.
Then it sort of hit me on so many levels. Went home, made a meal for Max, Italian, with a tiny bottle of Red wine, yet strangely omitted to tell him why, think its because hes still young. Talked with Emma everything cool. Then over to Katie's, cooked Steak with Garlic mushrooms, American fries, Asparagus; and of course Bourbon. Spoke with Harry online, hes still at Wellington barracks, he started saying I sounded weird!. Hes probably right.
This is the damnedest thing, something about being so final, clear, so concise after all this stupid, absurd waste of time. Am not pissed, mind sharp as a Laser, just subject to a variety of stupid emotions, Anger... yes, then a strange sense of failure and futility...

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