Sorry if my Blog is becoming a drag. It is in essence the only thing I have that is my Diary, so I log the good as well as the bad twists and turns in my life. Here I am again, Earl Grey in hand. Just cant sleep. Just before I met Katie I had pretty much became fed up and had in fact given up the search for my soul mate. Now I find myself in that position again, it becomes a depressing thought for an optimist like me. The majority of women seek only short term relationships, even though they may not realise it. They may be incapable of actually holding a long term relationship, and rationalise that's its the fault of him, as 'I cant change him!'.
I am an old fashioned sort of a guy, my Irish upbringing, call it what you like, but I am a firm believer in staying the course, not un-constructively criticising the ones you love. Always been a one woman guy, trust is important. However it appears that I must be a dieing breed. Where do I go from here? I am simply not ready for this, clearly am still so hurting, intellectually and spiritually. If I have lost Katie, I will need some time to heal. 'Nurse, heal thy self'.
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