I love my sons, I worry about Max especially as he's the youngest. At 15 hes still so naive and vulnerable. I know I cant change him, the Dye as i were is already set, there's a saying in Psychiatry, 'show me a Five year old and I will show you a man'. Its true, so I am working really hard, have just given my notice in on a perfectly good job, so I can take up this new post, purely for Monetary purposes, will end up working over 30 miles away. again, having to prove myself, pay off the Ex at the price of a mere £75,000 so have to extend my mortgage. Don't get me wrong, do not expect Max to understand this, but I cant end up worrying about his dysfunctional adolescent antics at school with out really losing it!!.
So I lost it today, another letter from school, twating around in lessons , something potentially serious... so I bollocked him. He to can share in the Goodness of modern stress and realise that I am not superman, cant actually juggle everything at once, he has to contribute something for Christs sake! at least don't Fuck up! I really could not cope with that. But then I would have to... Great, this single parent thing, cheers totally useless Ex Wife. Hope my assets bring you total happiness. Got to unwind this weekend....
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