Motherless, and Rudderless...

Hold on, maybe, in our next life I will be less crazy, and make up for the mistakes I made this time.I know your trying to save me, yet busy trying to save yourself, I am in the wrong Town, I should be in New York. I take the high road, the one you take with patience and love.  If  I kick tomorrow would you stick with me?, I know its hard enough as it is, I know I am not as straight as I would like to be, I owe you to much, I have made you my crutch, and I can only clean up, and though its hard enough as it is, shine a light, save the world, tomorrow still comes. Lead the way.
                                                   'There's a woman on my lap and she's drinking champagne, got wet skin and an assassins eyes. Its dark out here, I cant read the signs. I feel like I am standing on the gallows with my head in the noose, any minute know expecting all hell to let lose. People are crazy and times are strange, I used to care but things have changed, if the Bible is right the world will explode. Trying to get as far away from myself as I can. Somethings are too hot to touch , the human mind can only stand so much, I feel like falling in love with the first woman I meet, put her in a wheel barrow and roll her up the street!, you can hurt someone without even knowing it. All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie. I kissed her on the cheek as I waved goodbye, she had the saddest look Ive seen, like a kangaroo cry. Even now I can see you sleep,see you dream,  feel your breath, smell your skin and lay you on the bed and try to love you. Even in the dark of night, even in the lowest light, even if the world outside is spinning and spinning. I am in love with a woman, locked in tight, out of range. Shine a light, say the word.  People are crazy and times are strange'....