The Wrong Dreams.

I keep waking from the darkest of dreams, hopelessness, dreams of  insecurity and loss, or simply being lost. I am being haunted. And that is what I am. Churchill called them his 'Black Dog'. I don't know how I am to carry on with this. You can put on the happy face to those around you, but deep down your simply so sad inside, these thoughts intermittently overpower you throughout your waking hours, and then invade your mind when you sleep, all the alcohol, anti depressants and sleeping tablets in the world cannot stop the 'Black Dog'.